Orientation...

Orientation... Up, down... top, bottom... Dom, Sub... M/s... Straight/Gay/Bi/Trans... Labels...labels...

We all label, whether we label ourselves or each other. Labels are a way to give order and reason and classification, and bearing in our worlds... but there are times when we mislabel, or we don't wish to be labeled. I have a label for myself, yet no one else classifies me the way I would. Or at least not completely the same. So then is it my wish or hope to be this label or am I this label without realization yet, or am I just this label regardless of all else?

In Kink, I classify myself as a Dominant/Mistress/Daddy (which I think most people only see the Dom/Mistress), and Bisexual/Pansexual.

What do I want... in that mythical ideal world I want a household, a household of slaves and servants, of an extended poly family, and me and my spouse as head of household. This is a pipe dream, and I know it is just a dream, but it is my dream.

A little more realistically, I want a slave. Someone who is in service to me for a specific period of time, and who I am responsible for. Someone who understands that it isn't about what they want, but what I want, and what I need. It is to do as I say, to understand that that is the purpose in their life. Someone who really does live to serve.

Are there labels for this? are there labels for what I really want. I can't really describe what it is I want, but I know some of what I want, and the labels just makes things fuzzy, as they never say exactly what I mean.

well... I think that was enough meandering for a day.

Who am I?

That's the real question... Who are you? Who am I?

For the purpose of this blog, I'm a 30 something woman with the desires and skills to top, hurt, scare and all round dominate others. I've been in the "lifestyle" for +/-15yrs.

I'm starting this blog to have somewhere to talk about my adventures, and muse about my desires.

Here is to a new year of desires and kink!